hiya peeps!! sorrie for the longggg absence... haha.. for those who usually visit my bloggg... apologises for not updating.. kinda bz lately with school.. tons of projects and assigments and not to mention test and CCA.. haha.. news.. drew.. me!! have join my poly's floorball team.. weeee! floorball's fun.. it's like hockey but less rough and less rules! hehehe! i hate rules.. the first couple of trainings were fun..yesterday i had training too.. hehe.. nice session.. teachs me how to be a centre player.. as in midfield.. haha.. my fren said i pass quite well and the coach said i haf vision to spot players and ideas dat would spark creativity.. i oso dunno abt it until he told me.. haha.. den we, newbies to floorball, aft training were put up against the poly's floorball girls' team! the main thing is we won them! cool rite?? 1-0!! guess who scored? haha.. my subsistue score.. the sad part was.. i had to be subsistued cos i hurt my knee again.. i didnt expect the gals to be so roughen up.. man.. they really can play contact.. haha.. first time i was shoved off the ball.. guess how i injured my knee.. i got the ball... made a 180degrees turn(dat's how my knee gave way) and send a through ball forward.. my bud nearly scored.. but my knee jus went crackkkk! like the joints went out of place... scary ya? cant help it.. haiz.. i really really think my ligament has been fully torn.. cos i felt that my knee arent holding in place... they seem to be out of position.. i really hope the knee specialist can quick diagonious the prob den send me to an operation or sth.. i dun mind going thru another knee if it's the only way to get me back into the field.. or any other sports.. i just love sports!! today.. i oso managed to fixed up my components on to the circuit! haha.. incrediblily it worked! lotsa of group either blew up their resistor or.. their diode.. haha... one grp got smoke coming out from their resistor! really cool.. haha.. my partner and i tried to blow up a capaicitor.. but the lecturer stopped us.. haha... we wanna see it go weeeeee!! haha.. and smoke too!! haha.. kk.. hafta go now... see ya peeps! meanwhile.. take care.. GOD bless! and CHEERS!
GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:27 PM
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
hi peopleeee!! i realise something today.. i went for golf practicing today.. i was playing quite well on sunday.. which was only.. 4 days ago.. but today i was playing wayyy wayyyyy below my own standard... i wasnt hitting the balls well neither did any of the balls flew.. it was veri veri frustrating.. i didnt noe wad to do.. but i just tried to calm down and make sure i'm playing well.. still it didnt happen as i wanted it too.. it kinda makes me reflect on wad was happening lately.. things are bad.. i try even harder to make sure it doesnt turn out worse.. but den the harder i try, the tougher things get, the worse things happen.. no matter how hard i try it just keeps coming back at me.. like my golf game.. the harder i try the worse it becomes... it jus wont fly... maybe only 2 or 3 balls take off but it must not be this way.. taking a breather and think dat i'm trying too hard just wont work for me... those who really noe me.. i hardly give up unless it is wayyyyy beyond my means.. if not, i'll strive on.. but golf is a game where requires full concentration, no emotional nor phyiscal distractions.. any of dis.. and u might not even hit the ball.. thus the more i try, and it doesnt work.. the more frustrated i become.. as the practice goes on.. my frustration turns into disappointment.. wondering y i could even hit a single ball.. leading to even worse shots.. it just liddat.. in the end.. i haf ta finish all the balls dejected for not having a good game... i just hope things get better and so does my golf game... mean while.. u peeps!! rmb!! God's there for ya! and CHEERS!!
GoD fOuNd Me
aT 9:09 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
hi ppl... heyyy.. wassup wif life? cool? great? lousy? or so-so? i'm doing quite ok... picking up the pieces i left behind along the way.. sounds like i'm making my way back rite? maybe i am.. that's wad u gotta do to harness ur confident and self-esteem back.. trying to start ALLLLL over again... not really a new life but tryin to look at things in another perspective.. kinda tough but i'm sure i'll be able to pull thru.. sound liao the old drew liao riteee? haha... toldja i'm gonna do wad i said i'm gonna do.. i kinda realise dat.. wad happened to me a couple of days or wks ago.. kinda made me unable to work some stuffs.. like keeping promises or making sure i keep my word.. the self-confidence within me is hampering my ability to do this stuffs.. i wonder y.. haha.. really.. some stuffs really bother me alot! wayyyy too much dat i totally no haf time to be wary of wad's happening around me... now i feel like i'm a wandering guy looking around for my missing pieces to pick up and put dem back in place.. i believe i can do it.. wif the help of my buddies and the peeps around me.. i believe u all will get back the same drew u met dunno how many yrs or mths ago.. haha... see ya later peeps!! God bless and CHEERS!!
GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:15 PM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
hi peeps!! drew here again... man... even i myself am use to calling myself drew.. haha.. how's things? ok? test period rite? all those stupid dumb test popping out.. same here... haiz... how i wish i studied.. i tried... just totally no movitation.. no drive... i think it would even be worse den last semester.. someone pls movitate me!!! i really wanna study.. but those thots of "wad u study so hard for?" always seeps into me.. taking my guitar and play some sad sad songs.. but that makes me feel soooooo like looking for someone to pity or sympathise wif me... which i guess is wrong! it aint rite.. rite? i guess i shld buck up and force myself to study or even do anything dat requires my self confidence.. now i really feel dat my injuries has hampered my self confidence.. lets recount how many times my knee has collapse.. 1st time.. twice... 3 times... 4 times.. yahhh... 4 times.. kinda hit me really hard.. after the knee operation i was training real really hard to get back wad i lost.. i thot i was back when i put up 2 superb performance after my recuperatign period.. but then... it was followed by two extremely extremely horrible performance.. so bad dat i wanted to quit... soon... i started to lost myself.. i thot that i had to train much much harder... i lifted weights.. tons of dem to strenghten my thigh and hamstring muscles.. i ran ran and ran even more.. but den i realise... by straining myself i only over stress my body.. and finally it collapse.. that was the 4th time my knee jus went kapo.. i was back tracking... den it jus gave way... doc say... meantime b4 finding out wad happen.. 2 mths no sports.. i was like.. 2 mths is nth.. i went thru 6 mths no sports.. i thot i would pull it thru... but as i reflect and look at others play.. i wonder y am i so weak.. y am i so lousy.. some people say i'm putting my standards too high cos i always dream of playing like a pro.. live like a pro ( wifout the lime light) and play like a pro... defence like a pro.. but i couldnt.. i dunno y... that jus makes me wanna gif up.... i kinda feel everything i cant do now is all bcos of my long term injuries.. no offence to those who cause it.. dun blame dem guys.. it aint their fault.. it jus all comes down to me... my buds keep say i tried everything wif 110% of wad i haf... dat's y i end up liddat.. so guys out there.. i apologise if i hurt u or offended ya in anyway... really really sorry!! -sniffs- gtg now.. take care dudes! God Bless ya lots! and CHEERS!!
GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:59 PM
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
hihihihi!! how's everything people!! cool? haha... Chinese New Year going to end liao.. another.. 2 more days.. haha.. cos i went out to collect my new specs i notice the moon was quite round.. haha.. so the 15th coming liao.. haha.. ok.. that's crap.. yeahhh.. i did CIP today.. really cool place.. it's actually a place for those youth who have nothing to do after school.. it has a pool table.. though it's only 6ft.. but good enuff.. there's oso a computer room where the kids can platy LAN games in that room. my job was to man a cafe there.. haha.. they sell tidbits and drinks at the cafe.. really small but has nice stuffs to eat.. quite interesting.. haha.. i kinda notice there like.. more guys and gals there.. much much more.. haha.. oso there were other volunteers there.. but they gif tuition de... i oso wanted to but the volunteer co-ordinator say it's for a longer commitment.. maybe i'll do it like.. nxt semester or sth liddat.. we'll see how.. actually i rather like.. teach den to man a cafe.. the cafe when nobody buys stuffs.. it's really boring.. haha.. i wanted to help more.. but there was like.. so many volunteers like me.. haha.. but at least i made myself useful there.. a gal.. haha.. dunno how she use the marker.. den the ink sip thru the paper and dirtied the table.. i haf to like use JIF to clean the mark away.. she was like.. thank you.. thank you veri much.. haha.. make it sound like i save her head from rolling!! lol!! ok.. i'll soooo bad.. haha.. the people there are quite ok.. just that they can be wuite vulguar at times.. yahhh.. but i had a good time doing CIP.. haha.. really wanna do more.. hehe.. kk.. see ya peeps!! take care and God Bless!!
GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:37 PM
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