The reason why I stand The answer lies in You.. You hung to make me live.. Though my praise was few.. When I fall and bring Your Name down But I have found in You.. A heart that pleads forgiveness.. Replacing all these thoughts Of painful memories

Saturday, July 31, 2004

can u guys define the meaning of pride for me??

defination of pride ===> the quality or state of being proud(merriam-webster)
===> feeling of superiority: a haughty attitude shown by people who believe, often unjustifiably, that they are better than others ( encarta dictionary)


when for no reason u scream ur head off at another person, and later u go and apologise to that person... would be considering lowering ur pride??
but what if that person refuse to accept ur apology, is that person being proud??

would being proud be classifed as a perspective issue?? like wad's right and wrong...
something to thik abt yeah? hahaa.. it jus kinda struck jus now while watching the Asian Cup.. dunno y.. haha.. another boring wkend.. class ended exactly at 12pm.. go no where but home.. had lunch.. den sleep! haha.. i wanna go out.. but wen i thik abt my bank account.. ha.. i have nothing left to spend.. still hafta wait till my cheque get clear.. haizz.. at least i managed to survive the last wk of the month.. haha.. gotta save up mann.. or else no electric guitar..

i realise my right biceps is bigger den my left!! haaa.. okie.. crappy.. haha..

yayyy!! tomorrow got worship practice!! yeshhh!! haha.. no electric nvm.. i'll still do my best on my veri own acoustic guitarrrrr.... =) i hope we get to play nice songssss...

God bless!! CHEERS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:08 PM

Friday, July 30, 2004

as days go by.. i feel that.. life has become a little more routine everyday.. little haf i know poly life is gonna be worse than secondary school if i dun do sth abt it... everyday after sch go home.. boring sia!! no one is free to even go for a walk in the shopping mall or even hang out somewhere.. haizzz.. it's either library visitation or go home to sleep.. in secondary school, nearly everyday i hang out in sch to play soccer.. everytime wifout fail.. 5pm den go home.. now.. sometimes i can even reach home earlier den my little sis!!! that is sooo un-fun...

when is band practice?? it's been sometime since i play in a banddd.. i really miss those feeling of working together wif u peeps! worshiping God with musical skill is one way of giving thanks and acknowledge Him.. so u children of God.. rise and singgg! =) i wish i can go to every youth rallies in singapore.. haha.. it would excellent.. i feel sorry for those who didnt go for one reason or another.. u all really really miss out a great and awesome time... but there definately will be more chances...

sometimes i wonder, when i help someone, like giving a helping hand or jus trying to pick he/she up from their worldy troubles.. what did i do it out for?? for my own recongition?? or for God's Glory?? did i make them feel betta?? or did i make matters worse?? i noe i cant really be of any help to the people around me.. and that makes me really really bad.. cos it's like, i'm right in front of them but i couldnt touch them...........................................................

God bless those people around me.. so that Your kingdom and Glory might be shown thtu out!
God Rocks!! CHEERS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 1:25 AM

Thursday, July 29, 2004

haizzz... my dream of getting an electric guitar before church anniversary seem to just... *poof* vanish into thin air... i dun thik i'll be able to get a sponser in time and to save up to $800 wif only 3 months the most is somewhat impossible... looks like i hafta continue playing my acoustic guitar for the meantime... an acoustic cant do wad an electric guitar can but an electric can do wad a acoustic guitar does... i'll just hafta pray harder =)

was late for school... again.. 15mins late for lecture.. hahaaa.. barge into the hall climb up the stairs to find a empty seat and jus pop down... dig my bag for the course notes and flip it open.. somehow i feel so enthu abt classes nowadays.. hahaa.. dunno y sia.. but the lecturer a little funni todae.. he lost his voice.. hahaaahaaa!! that was ok.. still can understand him.. butttt.. he keep saying " you dunhafta understand..." "absorb 20% of wad i say todae is very good" hahaa.. liddat how to learn.. first part still ok.. 2nd part.. he keep emphasising on it.. my mind jus automatically switch off and dunwanna understand... ha.. weird guy..

me didnt do my maths tutorial.. haa.. but it was ok.. i realise, maths tutorial period = doing maths tutorials... or else go tutorial oso do nth.. manage to complete 3 outta 5 questions.. haha =) at least i did rite? hahaaa...

somewhat.. i really wanna play soccer again.. wen i on the tv.. it was the Asian Cup.. haiz.. seeing those pros play.. i really really wanna get back on the field.. i thik i've lost what footballing technique liao.. it's been close to a year since i stop playing soccer.. guys!! i wanna join u all every sat to play street soccer!! i feel so bad wen i cant recover to play for my team.. beginning of the year my team keep having friendlies match with other teams.. and everytime i was invited to play i turn them down due to my condition.. i dunno what they are thinking but i'll definately play if i could...... haizzzzz....

God.. please help me pull thru this agonsing time of rehabilitation.... remember!! God rox!! Cheers!!! 

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 12:09 AM

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 1:10 AM

if all it takes is just one word to make or break a person... why do some of us speak it out without thinking of the consequences that resulted in our own intemperance.. and in the end, both parties suffer.. if we have just given ourselves a sec or two to think thru our words, the situation would be totally different.............................

today.. was actually kinda betta den i thot it would be.. okie.. spend half my nite yakking wif chariss.. abt christians stuffs.. hahaa.. slept at 3:30am.. haha.. and of cos haf problem waking up lor.. by the time i crawl out of bed it was 7:30am.. definately late mannnn.. but i didnt wanted to attend classes todae.. cos i didnt want to see my partner's "i-dunno-anything" face and the lecturer's "this-is wrong" kinda expression... i arrived for class at 8:25am.. class started at 8am.. but i didnt really care... so sat down.. figure out how to get my project on the move.. somehow i manage to achieve wad i wanted to do todae.. felt quite ok.. while meddling wif those electronic stuffs.. time flew.. next classsss!!!!

dun really wanna tok abt this lesson.. nothing special.. quite the same though.. school ended at 12pm.. early rite? dat's poly life for me.... nothing to do.. so aft lunch went home to sleep... on the air con, shut myself from the outside world and doze offfff... woke up.. 5pm liao!! haha.. not bad rite.. manage to catch up on some sleep... no hwk.. no assignment to rush... sooo freeee! =)

anybody free in a week's time?? i wanna go outttt!!! end of the month no more money.. haha.. oh ya.. electric guitar gotta wait liaoooo!! my mum say she no money to sponser me.. sooo.. haiz.. but i really really pray hard that i get my electric guitar by church anniversary.. cos the church newly form "band" is performing.. and i wan my "new" guitar to be involve too.. sad mannnnn...
God bless ya!!! take careeesss!! CHEERS!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 12:41 AM

Monday, July 26, 2004

it has been sometime since i log something on the blog.. had a great week end.. but i hope it could have been betta.. hahaa.. anyway.. i should contended wif wad i haf.. =) tomorrow.. i gotta show my lab facilitator my lab sheet.. i betta get my circuit connect up.. or else i sure gone case.. i trying my best liao.. and the best is all i can give.. i thik so.. nvm lahh..

today went for physiotherapy.. how niceeee... not many people today.. betta den last week.. haha.. doing my usual exercises.. muscles strengthening mainly.. but i still i'm not allow to do strengthening of the thigh muscles.. the physio say it will only be in another 3 months i can do that exercise.. haizzz.. 3 months!! okie lahhh.. look on the bright side.. at least i should be able to play sports by december... gonna play tennis.. soccer.. and canoeing!! i wan a tan!! hahaaa!!

oh ya.. actually the physio was considering of discharging me from going to physiotherapy.. somehow i can sense that he was awe at the rate of my recovery.. haha.. the recovery that usual Anterior cruciate ligament reconstrution (ACL recon) patients need 3 months to get back, i got it back in 1 month!! how incredible!!! the speed was sooo fast dat my physio so scare.. he told me betta not discharge me first.. so i guess i'll bring it up again after i go for my follow-up check.. hehe..

meanwhile... take caresss!! God Bless!! God Rocks my worrrrldddd!! CHEERS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:02 PM

Saturday, July 24, 2004

somehow... i just love playing for my guitar for God... i still can recall when i was given the chance to play during youth service.. it was such a great experience and meaningful time.. but i just dunno how to improve my guitar skill.. i seem to have stuck at a certain point where my skill level is just there.. not moving.. quite sad mannn.. people out there... if u noe anyway i can improve myself.. please please tell me.. really need some help..

i went for this worship seminar on friday nite.. the speaker.. really good sia! though he's a pro.. most of the time he and his band will be going round the world.. perform for church rally.. youth rally.. and still he can related his experiences and his words to me.. a amateur guitartist... i still consider myself an amateur though i haf loads of experiences and biggg exposures... den later we were spilit into groups to learn some stuffs.. so i was in the guitar group... the guy in-charge wanted to give us some hands on experience.. so he invite us to play the guitar.. i being a little enthu.. came up.. but i didnt expect... myself to shiver once i pick up the guitar...

sooo scaryyy... i dunno wad hit me.. but.. my heart was jus beating so furiously... -poom poom poom poom poom-... so fast and hard.. like panic attack sia.. den so suayyy.. cos we were trying out different type of intro... den wen my turn.. i kena acoustic guitar intro... wahahaaaa!! cant thik sia!! my hand were moving on their own.. sheesh!! i dunno y... in the end i guess he thot i couldnt play.. hahaaa.. but nvm lahh.. good learn experiences.. somehow i cant figure out y i can in front of big groups of people but cant play in front of fellow guitartists..

today.... i attended this youth rally in Internation Baptist Church (IBC)... it's incredible.. the worship session was marvellous.. can feel God's presence during it.. really really awesome.. how i wish my youth worship will be something liddat.. but i guess we are working on it.. we're on the right track.. the message oso veri powerful.. kinda hit me sia... looks like i betta do sth abt it...

anywayyy.. kinda tired liao.. hahaa.. see ya peeps!! GOD ROX!!! CHEERS!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:39 PM

Thursday, July 22, 2004

it's jus so tough working wif someone who doesnt wanna put in effort... i have no idea y he jus doesnt wanna do his part... u mean there are ppl who rather get scolded and fail a module than to put in a little effort to make things happen??!! haiz.. that is so sad..

at least i'm happy i'm getting the hang of 2 modules... ASE and maths.. somehow the spirit of doing maths is back in me... again... beginning of the academic year i was like... if cant do, heck care liao! but now.. i'm working.. i didnt sleep during ASE lectures.. and i do my maths tutorials!!=D     The only module i just dun understand is the microcontroller thingy... haiz.. lecturer... cannot make it.. dunno how to tok sia!! tutorial cher... like mad professor liddat!! i jus hope i really really enjoy 2 year of poly studies soon.. or else sure die in poly...

today got tennis trials sia.. didnt go.. cos... my knee lor.. only a month after operation.. i shouldnt be running around.. but that time i register.. that person say i jus hafta come anytime during wednesday's practice.. no attendance taken too... haha.. i should be active after this semester.. wen i fully recover.. and play soccer too!! haha... now every nite i keep dreaming of playing soccer sia! hahaaa.. stupid but true.. nearly a year since i played soccer.. so really excited to be able to play again..

i haven decide wad model of electric guitar to buy sia.. but i definately gonnna get one b4 my church's anniversary.. haha.. i've been looking around for quite some time liao.. but it's the money factor dat is giving me the problem... it's impossible dat i have no budget.. haha.. but i wish i can sell my guitar to pump up the funds i haf.. haiz.. anybody interested in my guitar? price negoitable!! =)  maybe i would be a epiphone SG series... or epiphone Goth series.. the Goth series looks cool! but good anot.. i not so sure.. haha..

anyway i haf classes tml... luckily 10am class... but i hope i dun wake up late like last wk.. haha.. kk... going to bed now... take care!! GOD BLESS YA!! CHEERS!!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 12:50 AM

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

mannnn.. i hate rushing thru stuffs.. but i just did.. the report that i hafta show to my lab facilitator.. haiz.. i hafta no idea how to do.. i started my work at 930pm.. keep staring at the schematic diagrams and the notes.. but nothing came in.. so fuming frustrated!! i was like.. arrgghh!! how does the whole thing work.. how to connect the stuffs.. pulling my hair.. doing all those stuffs wen u get anxious.. haha.. staring for an hour liddat den at last!! i finally figure out how to connect the circuit!! great achievement!!! i manage to complete the whole thing by 1230am.. but shao cong.. who is suppose to print the file for me.. wen to bed!! thinking dat i log off wen i got Disconnected!! ahhhh!! die liaoo... how show my facilitator??!! sure kena scold de lorrrr... haizz..
 
anyway... i had physio today... wahhh.. so many ppl.. cos total got 3 therapist there in one small room or gym or wad eva u wanna call it.. alot of ppl lor... and u all noe lahhh.. i got crowd phobia.. haha.. i just dun like crowded places.. dunno y.. that explains y i like to go to shopping malls at 11am in the morning.. haha.. or 12pm.. when most of the stores are open but got hardly any people.. kk.. back to my physio thingy.. my therapist too busy entertain other new patients... so i just did the exercise myself.. haha.. during the exercise.. he told me, "ahya.. i not worry abt u lahhh.." makes me wonder is it that i dunhafta to go physio liao.. den do the exercise myself.. haha.. in the gym of cos!!
 
after everything.. den go final review.. so my physio.. take that angle thingy.. measure see how big an angle my knee can go.. my range was.. 5 degrees wen straight and maximum 130 degrees wen bend...  not too bad ba... but gotta work on the straightening part... haha.. den i just pop a question for him.. "ehhh.. i got a soccer tournament in the december period, do u thik i'll be able to play?" he said.. by december i should haf no problem running and jumping around liao... what a surprise!! haha.. considering the fact that i need at least 6 months to fully recover.. haha.. not bad rite?? extremely good news for me!!
 
Baptist Cup here i come!!! last particpants.. prepare to face the wrath of drewwww!!! arrgghh!!
anyway... God bless!! CHEERS!! God Rox!!
 

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 1:22 AM

Friday, July 16, 2004

fridaaayyyyy!! the weekend is here!! but not so... cos tomorrow i still haf class.. haiz.. 9am.. it's gonna be a workshop thingy.. mannnn... den i'll be dirty.. not to mention stinky!! all the metal smell.. *ewwww* dun like.. haiz.. if wanna go out oso problematic... need to bathe den change clothes.. haha.. but i cant do wifout going out.. or else go home oso nothing to do.. rite? ahyaaa.. my house really boring.. haha..
 
haizz.. stupid desktop aint working mannn.. dunno kena wad dumb virus.. now cant even startup!! arrgghhh! -frustrated- sometimes i wish i can just blow the brains out of that dumb CPU!! but... i shall not get angry over such minor stuffs... anywayyy i still haf my laptop.. so.. haha.. there are biggggerrrr issues like... an idiotic project mate!!! wad must i dooooo!! helppppp! i got a lab sheet that is due on tuesday!! *panics* someone helppppp!! i haf nva eva worte a lab sheet in my entire life.. and i'm serious.. i hope i dun likeeeee... die even before the first semester ends =S
 
i wanna play soccer againnnnn!!! at last!! my physio has allow me to go to the gym to workout those leg muscles!!! yesshhh!! nowwww.. i hafta get my gym partner to go again.. i suppose he has been slacking away too.. haha.. betta not... gym gym gym gym gym gym... *chants* i can do everything except leg extentsion.. so.. i'm definately not soccer fit yet!! but wad can u expect.. it's only.. 3 weeks after my knee operation.. need at least.. at leastttt 4 months.. and that's a massive discount liao!! but i wanna play... i realise today i didnt hafta struggle to walk down the stairs!! yippee!! i'm getting there now... once i haf the full range of knee extentsion.. it's only a matter of time b4 i become match fit again!! i'll hafta go nowww... =D God rox!!! CHEERS!! Baptist cup here i comeeeee!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 8:47 PM

Thursday, July 15, 2004

hasnt really been a great week for me so farrr... but it thing is.. time kinda flew past.. cos after friday and saturday.. my 2nd academic week has gone!! i guess the 8th week will just be here in a split "second".. anywayyyy.. apologises for not updating my blog so often dis week.. projects.. assignments.. researchs... all piling up... not that i wanna thik abt it but they jus "poof" right in front of me... and it reallly really disgust me to work together wif little blackie.. i'm trying to be a nice project partner but the fact is.. he jus throws everything to me.. everything dun understand.. dun understand = dunno = dunhafta do!!! arrrgghh! i'll just do my best and hope for the worst.. cant i thot during school term i wouldnt hafta stay up late to do anything.. can get early rest and dunhafta be late for classes... but on the contrary.. i hafta stay up late to do research on my projects... be in schedule for my projects.. blah blah blah... getting lab sheets done.. lab reports finalise.. mannnn.. 3 more wks and i'll hafta hand in my report.. hope i dun die of exhaustion after dis 5 weeks.. haha..

maybe i should jus not acknowledge his efforts in the assignment cos he really didnt put in any!! haizz.. wad to do wad to do!!! quite cham mannn.. but if i do.. then he confirm will fail dis module and since there is no supp paper dis semester... so he'll hafta retake the whooolleee module again.. muahahaha!! evil rite? sooo cant.. haizzz.. i'm trying hard to be a good guy.. but he is not doing his part.. nvm lahhh.. it seems like i'll just continue and see how.. tomorrow friday... early day.. 12pm end liao.. den do wad?? dunnno... hafta see liao lor.. see who's free who wans to go out.. i'm cool k? so guys... if u freeeee, tell me! so far... so programmes...!!! GoD bless ya lots!! CHEERS

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 9:11 PM

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

wasssuppp people!!! nothing much really happen today.. cos my lessons ended at 12pm.. early rite??!! but den i got a group of super boring classmates.. so bored dat i end up reaching home before 1pm!!! sheeshh!! hope tml will be a betta dat... =)

since there isnt much stuffs to tok abt.... i got one thing on my mind... hmmm.. i would really appreciate that u all give ur comments on dis... how do you differenate a superfical conversation and heart-to-heart talk?? need ur help and advice in this area.. thanks peeps!! GOD ROX!! CHEERs~~

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:30 PM

Monday, July 12, 2004

somehow lately.. i realise i haven been me... i dunno y.. getting my tempers flaring around for no particular reason.. people are like all against me... even my media player doesnt seem to like me.. arrgghhh! some how i really really feel like grabbing josh harris' book on relationship and start reading it again... commitment.. responsbility.. i dunno abt u peeps.. but i hafta say.. wen going into a relationship, that means u gotta stay together till marriage.. dat to me.. the main concept of dating... dating = path to marriage.. and i definately will hold on to that.. believe me.. i'm using God's strenght to.. ok.. anyway state ur comments abt that topic.. at least got sth to tok abt wen u come to my blog..

wad a day... quite tiring.. class started at 8am.. was a little late though.. reach school around 8:08am... haha.. but nvm.. the lecturer.. haiz... CNMI(CanNot Make It)!!! really lor... i cant help falling asleep in his lectures... but i hafta be a good boy dis semester... not to sleep during lectures!! soooo took out my course book and started to scrrible my answer for the tutorial that i was going to attend later.. but since i haf no idea wad that guy is blabbering away.. i oso cant do my tutorial.. sooo no choice.. hafta listen.. i'm like sooooo vamp!! he was like.. "umm... ya" "ermm.. ya" "ok.. i'll talk abt dis" mannnn!!! cant he jus prepare his lecture???!!!! arrgghhh!!

i had aeroservonics lecture after lunch.. my frenz told me he's a good lecturer.. cos i haven attend any of his lectures yet.. except tutorials.. okie.. so i try to keep myself wake... u noe lahhh... after lunch.. will haf the tendency to jus doze off.. so i told myself.. must copy notes, highlight main points... haiz.. but he was like rushing until like train sia.. cos den i realise he was according to the lesson schedule.. late! haha.. mannn.. next sat haf lesson until 3pm!! ahhhh.. whole wk burnt!! second year sooo tough... wanna cry.. haiz.. i wan a shoulder to lean onnnn! guys oso need it ok...!! anywayyyy i shall end here... haha... GOD BLESS...!! HE ROCKS!! CHEERS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:03 PM

Sunday, July 11, 2004

mannn.. wad a weekend! friday end school around 12pm.. early rite? hahaaa.. nothing interesting though.. after lessons went to lot one (that's @ Choa chu kang if u dunno =P) to have lunch.. hahaaa.. wooo.. hadddd tepanyaki! so long nva eat liao.. haha.. u noe... some stuffs wen you are abstain for some time somehow they kinda taste nice.. haha.. that's how my tepanyaki lunch taste like.. the chef as u noe.. cooks in front of ya.. den there were 5 of us den beside us got dis couple of kinda came earlier... they were oreadi at their main course.. soooo.. dunno y the chef so late den cook the vegetables... the beansprouts and leafy vege.. so he cooked our share and the couple's share together.. cook the beansprouts first... distribute quite evenly lahhh.. dat one no complains.. haha.. interestingly.. he kinda cooked extra leafy ones.. so wen he gave out finished evenly.. still got a small pile... guess wad he did.. he gave to the lady!! wahhhh.. so gentleman rite? even for a chefff... i had sotong.. or fried squid.. wad eva u wanna call it.. haha.. quite a short day lor.. oh ya.. den.. my sec sch buddy, ben, msg me remind me to go back sec sch to help out my boys' brigade(BB) company for their drill com on sat...

it was soooo cool going back to my sec schhh.. =D actually i was planning to meet ben and BH at 8pm.. but in the end only met up wif BH cos ben... as usual was late and told us to go first.. haiz.. nothing wrong.. hahaa... woooo.. i was planning to haf dinner behind PHS.. but den heard from BH and nard that the hawker centre close AGAIN for renovation.. haiz.. so they say wait until later den haf supper.. haha.. so we started polishing the boots.. it was to help dem make the grade for the inspection.. haha.. i thot i would problem trying to polish the boots.. but slowlyyy... i begin to recall how to do it.. ahahaaa.. and i regain my "power" as a boots polisher.. had a reputation of veri shiny boots during my sec sch life.. the boots are sooo shiny dat u can use them as mirrors!! haha... i suppose my buddies were impressed too.. hahaaa.. dennn.. suddenly as we were toking they suggested playing pool later wen the boys will be having meeting.. so all agree.. they were 5 of us lahh.. graduated seniors my batch de.. my batch veri small.. wen to AMK(Ang Mo Kio) central to play pool..

there they decide to play punch.. it's like the winner stays.. loser pays.. so it's like.. after a game.. u close the table.. pay and restart wif another person.. me first playing punch though i've been around the pool table for sometime.. haha.. first game.. i lost! haiz.. haben warm up.. i didnt keep track i lost how much.. but i did lost a few games but they werent alot.. so u can imagine lahh.. the longer the game.. the more money u pay wen u lose.. haha.. so playing wif ben.. is a little stressful.. cos he's a good but slow player.. so playing wif him.. haha.. hafta pay alot.. i play twice.. the first time.. he lost.. end up paying $2!! haha.. imagine mann.. rate per hr is $7.20... sheesh.. haha.. second time.. forgotten liao.. haha.. but i wasnt in good form.. haha.. after pool wen back to school continue polishing.. haha.. one pair of boots.. a little weird.. cos my junior polish one i polish one.. haha.. den end up the each boots different standard!! hahaaa.. so polish again.. we stopped at close to 4am.. around 3:30am liddat.. den hafta climb 4 floors up the school to take a napppp.. it was a nap for me cos i hafta to go to sch.. for labbbb!! arrgghh.. saturday still got sch! sheeshh... anyway i'll stop here.. too wordy liao.. haha. GOD BLESS!! CHEERS!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:26 PM

Thursday, July 08, 2004

weeeee! so fast one week end liao.. first week of the new academic year.. in conclusion, there haf been much differenences then my freshie year.. more of the lessons i have are located in block 12... so actually we dun hafta move ard that often.. and we keep using the same lecture room.. that room so small.. kinda squeezy cos we haf 3 classes taking the same lecture.. somehow i feel that one hour lectures are too short... 2 hours.. in between will get bored.. and there is a possiblity of falling aslp.. 3 hours.. definately a no no! i wonder who can handle a 3 hour lecture.. and who on earth can speak for 3 hours!!! that person must be full of crap mannnn...

nowww.. got so many new modules.. totally not related to wad i learn in 1st year.. maybe parts and bits here and there.. but most of the stuffs are new.. how does an airplane works.. y do accidents happen(that's logic)... i'm having maths lecture tomorrow.. hahaaa.. i thik i might need my JC frenz wif the maths... soooo ppl of 4D 2002.. please come to my help wen i cryyyyy.. =) timetable kinda two-sided.. cos... nearly everyday lesson start at 8 in the morning.. except thurs wen it starts at 10am =D... but the good thik is... my day end quite early.. out of 5 days... 2 days i get to go home at 12pm! haaaa! and it's not like alterate weeks.. it's everyyyy!! muahahaa!!

how incredible toooo.. i decided to join SP tennis and SP canoeing... hahaaa.. but due to my medical condition.. i shall not particpate in any physical or sporting events they hold for.. 6 to 8 months.. wooot! that's oneeee whoooollleee semester! hahaaaa...

oh ya.. speaking of semester... sheeesh.. SP decided to change their academic calander.. and thus.. my dec holis will be drastically shorten!! from the usual 8 weeks to a mere 5 weeks.. but 1 week is alloated for exams so only 4 weeks of vacation!! ahhhh! inhumane!! i was seriously thinking whether i will miss my church's youth camp.. according to my frenz.. they say sch reopens at 13 dec... youth camp starts at 6 dec.. i suppose i wont be missing it! i hope soooo! praying harddd! i cant miss it!! youth camp is wad makes up my whoooleeee year!! if i eva miss it.. ="( I WONT MISS YOUTH CAMPPPPP!! COS GOD ROX!!!!! will find a way de!! haha.. anyway.. i'll stop here.. or else too wordy... CHEERS!!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 8:36 PM

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

mannn.. so suay todae.... i kena little blackie as my project mate for the whoooole semester!!! ahhhhh!! dun wannnnn! he's soooo self centered.. cos i was late... so everyone haf their partner liao.. so my facilitor ask me.. is it ok if i put u two together..? ahhhh... i wanted to tell him.. can i work alone?? but.. as a class rep.. i must be self sacfircing and obliging a little (what a great class rep =P) ahya.. i jus hafta.. be mooorrreeee of a good guy now.. no more baddie! hahaaa..

and yipppeeee! i'm missing first part of school tomorrow!! yeessshhh! haha... got check up...! medical appointment.. hmmm.. the doc sure hafta gif MC.. i thik i'll take the day off... hahaaa.. but... lets see wad i have for later 2dae.. hahaaaa!! if i miss the whole day.. then.. okie.. i haf.. AIRCRAFT SERVOMECHANISMS AND ELECTRONICS lecture... HUMAN FACTORS AND ERROR MANAGEMENT lecture.. i thik.. anddd maths tutorial!! hahaaa!! wow.. so many class.. but... hahaa.. who cares! =P maths.. hmmm.. nvm.. i'll read up.. ehhh.. nvm.. i thik my appointment will end in the afternoon.. den got the whooole afternooon to do reading up... self study lehhh.. hahaa.. i'm cool!! i'm cool!

weeee!! went kai kai wif Eileen todae.. so nice of her... even though she had her frenz around.. actually i wanted to eat tepanyaki.. but thik thik... i ate wayyyy too much japanese food dis week.. so.. lucky i got quick thinking.. so we went to Jurong Point.. long time no go there liao... i was looking for something nice or special to eat... den we ended up eating at auntie winnie lok lok.. some kinda grill and steamboat stuffs lah.. haha.. nth special though.. i thik i only enjoyed the fried bee hoon... hahaa.. quite sad rite.. walk around JP.. then Eileen bump into her poly classmatesss.. ok lahhh.. haha.. no comments! =P haha.. den we went into dis christian bookstore.. but i was more interested in the CDs den the books.. though i bumped into Joshua Harris book that i always wanted to get.. but there were loads of CDs that i wanted to get... like.. David crower's lime... Third day's wired.. casting crowns.. mercy me's undone.. while browsing and telling myself what i wanted to get... i bump into Switchfoot!! haha.. SWITCHFOOT!! yeahhhh! they rox! nowww.. they rox even more!! cos they're a christian bandddd!! yayyyy!
haha... i shall leave it hereeee.. k peeps!! God rox!! take careeee!! and CHEERS!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 12:04 AM

Monday, July 05, 2004

call me a spidey freak!! haha.. i caught spiderman 2 twice in 4 days!! dis time i went to catch it wif my best buddy. cool huh? mannn... full house!! my klass ended at 1400h.. was planning to watch the 1605h or 1650h but both.. sold out!!gosh! didnt noe spidey is sooo hot.. hahaaa.. so we went to walk around causeway pt.. oh ya.. my first day wifout crutches nor knee brace.. notti rite? sorrie... =( but anyway.. i bought my own cable!! grrrr! it's soooo frustrating that everytime i wanna plug my guitar into the amp... neither there's not enough cables or the cables arent working.. the cable only cost me 10bucks.. sooo it wasnt a biggg issue.. spideyyy!! haha.. caught him again.. i remember i had sth new to write him again.. but i thik it kinda slipped off my mind.. haha.. tired mind.. tired body... *zZzZzZz*
First day of schooolll!! haha.. i dunno y sia..!! so enthu leh! super duper enthu... maybe bcos i 2nd year liao.. not like first year's freshies!! haha... it's great fun seeeing them running around finding the teaching block or even their own class.. it's like.. haha.. their plastic file rite... one side is their timetable.. u flip andddd there's the map of SP!!! ahhhh hahaaa!! so funnnn!! we sat at the food court having our brunch.. den observe those freshies getting lost.. at last! i get to learn how to operate an aeroplane! haha.. i got my bound notes... and i'm sure i'm get more.. i'm gonna learn how the aircraft operates.. how it flys.. blah blah blahhhh... i really really wanna do well for my 2nd year.. haiz.. but i dunno if i'll haf the concentration and determination to study hard.. i need someone that wen i look at, she will gif me the energy and strenght to push myself.. pleasseeee appear! -praying hard- on that subject matter, i'm dead serious................ GOD BLESS YA!! CHEERS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:23 PM

Sunday, July 04, 2004

youth dayyyyy celebrations!!! weeee! firstly, must thank evangel youth's special programs team for organising such a wonderful celebration.. haha.. worship session was fun.. for once, it was really fun! we sang songs dat we sang were like.. 10yrs back? haha.. got actions somemore.. haha.. it's sooo good to be a kid again.. singing Christ In The Vessel was.. awesomeeee! after worship session.. we had an incredibliy marvellous time being a little girls and boys again..! it's like.. we play games that 6-11 yrs old people play.. haha.. too bad for me though.. medically exempted from activites.. haha.. but sitting at the sides watching the youths enjoy themselves.. i really thik the team deserves a bigg bigggg round of applauses.. *clap* *clap* *clap* =D


lunch time!! got a lunch time band performance!! haha.. on the vocals... we haf.. Esther and Winnie!! the drums... Dawnnnn!! Bass.. Joooeell! keyboardist.. Eunice!! andd last but not leassttt.. guitars... Caleb and who else but drewwww! haha... our first no.! That Thing You Do! rocccckkkinggg!! haha.. i like it though.. but too bad we nva get to sing Love Song For a Savior.. =( but that's ok.. haha.. it's improve my vocals!! i willll!! den i'll get to sing my songs! muahahaa!! anywayyy.. hope i did good.. i dunno.. i thik i wasnt as good as i shld be.. i wanna improve.. but.. haiz.. somehow i do feel inferior to people who are betta den me... i wonder if sub consciously comparing oneself to others is wrong.. anyway.. if u all peeps wanna form a band, i'm cool wif it! haha.. cos GOD ROX! k.. hafta go now.. go watch Wimbeldon men's final! =) see ya!! take care!! GOD BLESS YA!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:37 PM

After watching spiderman 2.. now i really really think that everyone needs something to movitate them to carry on wif life.. u see.. spidery to me.. is the greaatteesst super hero known to mankind.. look at allll the other super hero.. they get the fame.. the acknowledgment of a great hero.. but spidery?? the media keep critisizing him.. no one seems to be there to encourage him or even praise him for a job well done.. even as Peter Parker himself.. ok ok.. he might be a jerk.. stealing Harry Osborn's girlfriend.. but cant blame him.. MJ(Mary Jane) loves Pete.. ok ok.. back to spidey himself.. in the movie.. he kinda lost his spider powers.. cos.. he kinda depress.. though Spidey saves people.. the Daily Bugle keeps saying that he's a criminal.. it's all bcos of the Daily Bugle boss.. He hates masked man.. so when spiderman lost his movitation to fight crime, he totally lost his spider abilities.. cant climb walls, cant shoot web.. (i keep thinking that he ran out of webbing, but in the movie the webs are automatic) No doubt, Peter Parker loves to fight crime, but spiderman doesnt get the credit when he does.. seriously.. if u did sth real real niceee and good, u definately wan credit or even a little praise rite? that's wad spiderman didnt get.. thus slowly... he lost the movitation to be a good guy.. or crime fighting, neighbourhood friendly spiderman.. and as being Peter Parker again, he gets the the praise from his lecturers, able to be there for MJ, and able to accompany Aunt May.. but saving the day is always in Pete's blood.. and when sth is in ur blood, u can never ever take it away from someone.. thus wen MJ got kidnap by Doc Oct, ahhh.. that's where he gets movitation to be Spiderman again.. Mary Jane Watson.. his "Best" friend.. his secret lover too.. saving her is everything to him.. cool? i understand that part.. who doesnt wanna save ur love ones.. i wonder being a physics student.. did Peter Parker studied psychological.. cos he makes a superb psychartric.. serious!! he manage to convince Doc Oct to be a good guy again.. haha.. and MJ found out Spidey was actually Peter.. that rox rite?? that was wad actually stopping peter parker from starting a relationship wif MJ.. and since now it's gone.. i'm glad there's nth to hide between this two love birds.. it's much much betta then the first one... the end aint dat anti-climax.. haha.. kk.. i suppose dat's all.. gimme ur thots abt my writing.. yeah? write dem on the tagboard.. hafta go now dudes!! GOD BLESS YA!! CHEERSSS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 12:15 AM

Friday, July 02, 2004

still i cant blive it... the czechs haf lost to the miniow greeks! but i suppose there were a number of factors contributing to the defeat against greece... to me.. the first and most foremost point would be the lost of their inspirational captain Pavel Nedved.. he was the guy who drives the engine in the czech side.. the creativity in attack and determination to win back possession.. around the 30th min mark.. he kinda injured himself when he attempted to volley the ball.. he struck one of the greek defender.. and was left crying in pain on the ground, clutching his right knee.. after that.. he could hardly run.. so no choice haf to be sub off... haiz.. den 2nd half... i saw him limp out of the dug out.. his subsistue.. vidmar simcer.. was nva gonna replace nedved's presence in the team.. second;y.. the ref miss a couple of fouls in the game that would haf turn the game around.. jan koller.. that giant czech striker.. waS fouled while making a run into the 6 yrd box.. if he was tugged on the shirt.. he definitely would direct the ball into the goal.. but the ref fail to see that unfail play.. no penalty.. no goal.. thirdly.. veri veri disciplined greek side.. had more rest then the czechs.. they look more livily and defended much better than the czechs.. early pressure from the czech only see them hit the cross bar twice and and number of half chances.. Milan Baros.. didnt haf a chance to show him goal scoring prowess.. cos he was super duper tighty man marked in the game.. so no chance.. but full marks for greece.. did everything right.. a game of few mistakes.. near prefect football was played.. looks like dis euro.. has given us lotsa eye openers... haha.. cool.. anyway.. hafta go now.. see ya guys.. take care!! GOD BLESS!! and CHEERS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:33 PM

Thursday, July 01, 2004

u guys know what's the difference between a Doctor and a physiotherapist? the doctor writes wad he wans the physio guy to do to me.. wad he expects of me.. like use crutches for how long.. be oe knee brace for how long.. wad kinda therapy i hafta do.. yeah.. those stuffs.. but the physioooo.. does stuffs dat u thik u're capable of.. some ppl need more time to be able to walk after a ACL reconstruction (recon) around 3 wks before they dunhafta be dependent on crutches... some even need 2 mths before can properly walk.. i went for physiotherapy earlier 2dae.. den he was kinda surprise by my improvment.. haha.. within a week aft the operation i'm up and walking and my knee can bend up to 90degrees.. aint dat cool?? =P haa.. my physio says i surprised him.. but wad to do.. dat's me.. i really cant stand lying in bed the whole bed.. perks me! i did some muscle strenghting stuffs.. lifting small weights.. and.. trying to cycle.. cos my knee is still kinda stiff.. so i couldnt actually cycle.. so wad the physio told me was to go lyk half circle den go the other way round.. haha.. so i just did it.. cool huh? all of a sudden.. i went one whole round!! ahhhh! i thot my knee gone liao!! haha.. but surprisingly.. it's not pain.. i was jus a little shocked! haa.. actually my day kinda ended there... cos once i got home.. i gotta catch up on sleep.. zzzz.. watched the portugal vs holland match... and later i've to catch the czech vs greek.. so need to stay awake.. haha.. i kinda fell aslp in the last few mins of the portugal match though.. kk.. sooo i jus dat's all for 2dae.. see ya again!! take care!! GOD BLESS!! CHEERS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 8:51 PM

wassupppp! ya know.. i thik that MTV movie awards is the best award presentation in the worrrrllddd!! it roxx! cos the awards they give out.. haha.. are out of this worrldd! andddd.. i jusstttt lurrvvee Lindsay Lohan!! You go girrrrlllll!! i thik she is jus ard myyy age!! haha... for those who hafff NO idea who she is... she's one of the main actress in the upcoming movie Mean Girls!! haha.. and she hosted the MTV movie awards 2004! haha.. okkk.. enuff abt her..! anyway.. i'm watching the awards presentation noww.. haha. re telecast!! the best fight award quite cool though... haha... and the winner is..... the fight scene from killll billl!! i wanna watch dat show mannn! haha.. it's gonna rox..!! haha... anyway.. later 2dae haf to go to NUH for physiotherpy.. anybody care to join me? taggg it.. i'll consider ur offer.. haha.. u get free cab rideee! haha.. but the catch is u gotta entertain while i do my exercise...!! haha.. it's 9am at NUH...!! u oso get free breakfast!! haha.. breakfast on me if u accompany meeee!! it's kinda boring staying at home in during the day... cos there aint stuffs to watch on tv.. besides cartoon.. haaa.. there isnt much stuffs.. i kinda become a tennis fan... not so much but.. fan enuff to sit on the couch watching 2 to 3 hrs of tennis... and.. get mad when it rains... cos no tennis to watchhh! grrrr!! haha.. heyyy! school of rock jus won best comedic act!! haha.. too bad i didnt get to catch it... haizzzz.. the fact dat i hafta elevate my leg up kinda piss me off.. cos there's still swelling in one of the sitiched up opening... cos if the swellin does subside.. den it's gonnna paiinnnfulll wen the stitches are taken off.. *OUCH* dat hurts!! haizz.. okie.. euro 2004 semi final is gonna start in an hour time.. soo chill u peeepzzz! take care!! God ROCCKKKSSS! CHEERS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 1:00 AM

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