Then move not while my prayer's effect I take, Thus from my lips, by thine my sin is purg'

Monday, September 20, 2004

at last!!! exams ended... but.. my end semester exams is in 4 weeks time.. *sigh* i hope i really study in class so i dunhafta mug like crazy during the last week.. it's so hardddd... but at least i got other peeps studying oso.. haha.. every one else are also having exams.. haha.. i wish i had someone to study wif.. i dunno sia.. betta not thik too much.. arrgghh!! relationship problems bothering me too much..!!!

i'm sooo sick of being huge... over-sized.. FAT!!! arrgghhh!! i dunno sia... planning to workout is one thing... really doing is another.. i want to workout everyday... i need help doing it.. so i hope u guys.. reading my blog will help me... psycho me to workout EVERYDAY.. dun care abt how i feel.. just make sure i do workout.. i'm sick of me being liddat... ahhhhhh!!!!!!

God Rox!! God providesss!! CHEERRSSS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 5:25 PM

Friday, September 17, 2004

in the process of studying for my "last" paper... i heard this song.. really nice sia.. especially the guitar part... OST of The Punisher!!! here is goessssss...!!!

Broken
by Seether

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when I’m open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when I’m lonesome
And I dont feel right when you’re gone away

going back to my notesss!! take care!! God Bless!! God ROcxxx!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 1:52 AM

Thursday, September 09, 2004

weeeee!! i'm mugggin away in my poly library.. haha.. so "fun" -sarcastic smile-

i heard this song while studying.. i realise it kinda relates to me.. check it out =

Obviously
by McFly

Recently i've been
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl
Who's out of this world
Believe me
She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now
Cos obviously she's out of my league
But how can i win
She keeps dragging me in
And i know
I never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her
Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now
Yeah
Off to L.A
And that's where i'll stay
For two years
Put her behind me
(put her behind me)
And go to a place where she can't find me
Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know
I never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her
She's out of my hands
And i never know where i stand
Cos i'm not good enough for her
Good enough for her x6
Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know
I never will be good enough for her
Cos obviously she's out of my league
But how can i win
She keeps dragging me in
And i know
I never will be good enough for her
Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know
i never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 4:37 PM

Monday, September 06, 2004

for weeks i have been wondering what the word "vindicated" means... cos u noe.. there's this song by dashboard confession "vindicated" kinda makes me wonder.. den on sunday.. i was flip thru my bible, reading some bible stories.. then i came across this verse..

Genesis 30:6
Then Rachel said, "God has vindicated me; he has listened to my plea and given me a son." Because of this she named him Dan.

30:6 Dan here means he has vindicated

cool rite?? haha.. defination of vindicated.. means jugded.. kinda.. it's kinda cool naming your son vindicated.. hmmm.. i nva thot of it sia..

anywayyy.. holisday liao.. but once go back exams liaoo.. siannn... dunhaf feel like studying sia.. but dis one i cant slack... cos it's a semestral module.. which means i only got one sem to do well.. if i dun.. i might graduate one sem later den others.. gotta studyyy!!! but no movitation... haizzz... someone pleasseee helpppp!!!!!

God Rox!! CHEERSS!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 9:23 PM

Friday, September 03, 2004

great news soccer mates!! my physio say i can start light jogging!! yipppee!! God ROx!! so cool!! i guess i should be right on track to play soccer by december.. wonder when's the baptist cup.. hope it isnt this month.. or else i'll really miss it.. so sadddd..

having been running since last sunday.. 4 times a wk.. monday, wednesday, friday and sunday... hope to get back my fitness.. running until my thigh, calf and hamstring muscles cramp.. cramp i still go for a run.. cos i noe if i dun, i wont get back my fitness to play soccer again.. haiz.. so tough.. sometimes running half way i jus wanna gif up.. it's like the last time i went for a jog was.. more den a year ago.. u can imagine lahhh.. haha.. but i'm determine to play soccer again.. hope i really really recover to play..

exams coming liaoooo!! one week of break den exams.. gotta study mannnn... or else sure cham.. i oreadi blew my MCT lab liao.. i gotta really really study.. though i know i can complete everything but i really need to concentrate.. haha.. short concentration span.. i seem to only be able to study in the library.. =P so guys.. please help me.. i'll really appreciate it... =)

God ROcKs!!! ChEeRs!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:21 PM