Wednesday, October 27, 2004

whoaaa.. exam period.. so stress.. i'm so stressed up until i didnt noe i was.. haha.. last week.. i was sick the whole week.. high fever sia.. and giant massive headache.. so torturous.. but thank God i recover b4 the exam week.. haha.. i really hope i can get like B+ for all my modules..

sometimes i dunno wad to write in my blog.. dat's y i haven been logging for a veri veri long time.. =) sorrie.. haha.. mannn.. mugging sux! who loves mugging please raise ur hands.... hahaha.. but anyway.. no choice cos exams.. i pray hard my holidays will be an enjoyable and fruitful one..

so troublesome this week.. haizz.. my family is planning to go on vacation but i got job attachment this semester's holiday.. if i go holiday with my family i'll fail my attachment, but i cant dun go.. cos my family oreadi book the air tix liao.. haiz.. so i got no choice but to defer my attachment.. i wrote my letter liao.. and got my documents ready.. just hafta gif to the lecturer-in-charge.. really pray that i get approve of my deferment.. =(

i'm gonna buy another christian album... anyone wanna intro some nice albums i can buy?

we (the youths) rox the church during church anniversary last sunday.. it was sooo rock.. dat the congregation didnt hear wad we were singing.. that's so sad rite.. i'll try to work on the sound system.. make sure that the vocals and musicans can work together.. the mics.. haiz.. something wrong.. haha.. i'm trying to work on it though.. but i dun thik i'll get alot of exposure.. the adults might not allow me to play around with the PA system.. and mixer.. i hope we do it again in christmas.. i bet we will do better.. =)

God rOx~~!! CHEERSS

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 2:42 PM

Friday, October 15, 2004

it's a great song.. u should really hear the whole track.. =)

My Immortal

by Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here

Supressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone



These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me



You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me



These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me



I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

God Rox!! CHEERS~~!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 7:08 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004

heyyy.. i'm terribly sorry that i haven blog for a long long time.. haha... this term veri hectic.. nearly all of my modules have projects.. and all the projects are deadlined on the same week.. how bad can it get.. =S it aint the best things to get after exams... anywayy.. didnt really do good for my exams.. got like 60++ 70++ aint good enuff for an A.. now i'm thikin... i'll be satisfied if all of my modules dis semester get a B.. haiz.. or a B+.. A a little tough.. but i'm not giving up yet.. haha!! God ROcks!!

anywayyy.. i started playing soccer again.. on the street soccer court... it was the first time i stepped into the court in about a year.. it was 2 weeks ago... i was really filled with fear mannn.. i had the phobia of injuring my knee again.. my reaction was really slow.. i didnt dare to tackle for the ball... it's like... haiz.. disappointing..

after that week.. i started to work on my legs.. run alot.. swam too! i got some of my confidence back.. i played much betta the following wk.. dare to go in hard.. dare to mark the forwards.. now i'm lacking in speed... i'm gonna train on sprints this wk.. make sure i get football fit by nov.. or by the time the tournament starts.. it would so sad and frustrating that i put in so much effort in geting prepare and i cant play due to personal commitment.. haiz.. pray hard that the competition wouldnt clash with my commitments..

another sucky thing.. my job attachment.. clashes with my youth camp ="( terribly disappointed.. haizzz.. my attachment is from 8 nov to 11 dec.. and my camp is from 7 to 10 dec.. sadded.. i was looking forward to it since 2 years ago.. cos last yr we didnt haf any youth camp.. only some leadership camp.. haiz.. waited 2 years and in the end i couldnt go.. makes me think the time wen i had BGR prob.. ha.. shall not bring it up.. but really really grieved.. wad to do.. if God has it planned out liddat, i jus hafta take it that He has betta stuffs planned for me ahead.. He's a Great, awessoomme, marvellous God!!

He RoCks!!! CHEERs!!!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 9:54 PM