Then move not while my prayer's effect I take, Thus from my lips, by thine my sin is purg'

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

mannn.. work has been tough, tiring and... routine. Very VERY routine.. wake up 630am.. prepare to go to work.. 705am wait for the company bus to fetch me... 745am reach the company.. start work.. pack stuffs into carton boxes till 9am.. cos that's the break time but i hardly go for breaks.. haha.. serious!! 12pm go for lunch.. 1230pm continue work... 4pm break.. 518pm go home.. haiz.. routine...

i hafta totally no right to complain. at least i haf something to do during my vacation. i kinda think it's betta than staying at home and rot.. at least on an attachment i do get pay... only a small amount.. hahaha..

anyway.. i realise... sad to say... but i just seem so... selfish... It's like.. whenever there's an opportunity to serve God in any ministry.. i just like... raise my hand to volunteer.. example.. last sunday's worship, they were missing a bass player... i quickly volunteer to play... of cos i did attend practices lah... haiz.. i just feel that i'm burying myself with doing God's work so that i wont have time to be bother with my own life.. or maybe.. thoughts that would come my way.. somehow.. i just think that all these things as in dreams or desires just come in the way of my serving the soverign and almighty God.. but i do really really enjoy doing God's purpose.. whether is involving in the worship ministry.. being able to lead the youth ministry or help out in the kids ministry... i'm so grateful for the Lord for giving me a chance to serve Him.

guys.. if i'm wrong in anyway.. please correct me... serious... i dont want to take the wrong steps and making it worse.. brothers and sisters in Christ.. your views will be well heard. thank you in advance for being such a great helper in my life... =)

God Rocks 4eva! Evangel youth rocks!

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:04 PM

Friday, April 08, 2005

wooohoo.. exam periods... after this would be my attachment.. fast eh.. after this attachment i'm into my final year.. and after that NS... wahahaha.. i do miss the those times.. haha... never mind..

while mugging away (i really dislike muggin), i do sometimes get some thoughts.. u know.. like when thoughts wanders around.. and u begin to think of the things that happen in your life and around you.. haha.. i somehow manage to have this thought that i like to share.. (sometimes i really do wonder who visits my blog to read this... so please tag if u ever pop by)

sometimes when things happen, mostly negative stuffs, we do sometimes think that the whole world has just turn its back on you, sometimes we even think that God also join in together with world..

But then, i've learnt that it is always us who turn our back on God. God never forsaken us.
In 2 Timothy 2:11-13

11Here is a trustworthy saying: If we died with him, we will also live with him;
12if we endure, we will also reign with him. If we disown him, he will also disown us;
13if we are faithless, he will remain faithful, for he cannot disown himself.

God will never do that. When God does not do the things we want Him to do, we run away from Him and do things our own way. And when that happens, things just get so terribly wrong and messed up, and the harder we try to correct or undo it, the worse it turns out.

But when we do things our way, God is just waiting there to with open arms.. He is not gonna say, "See! i told you not to touch My work.. And now you have make a mess outta it!" noooo my dear friends.. He waits upon you.. and when you call for Him, He will say to you in a sweet way, "there, there.. just give me what you have done and lets see if I can make something good outta it.."

The Guy who created the heavens and the earth, every living thing you see with your eyes, even you! can He not help you with your troubles and problems? rememeber my dear friends.. God just wants us to commit everything to Him, it's ok to start with your problems and troubles.. as time goes by, i'm sure He will prove to you how incredible He can be. And sadly and unfortunately, it is always us who refuse to hand them to Him, not that He reject our cries.........

God rocks! Evangel YoUtH roCkS~~
CHEERSSS~

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 12:25 AM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Cry On My Shoulder
by Overflow

You say you're falling apart
Reached the end of the line
Just looking for your place in an oridnary life
No one calls you friend
No one even knows your name
You just want to feel loved instead of all the pain

You no longer have to say
No one's listening anyway

Come here and cry on my shoulder
I'll hold you 'til it's over
I'll rescue you tonight
Let My arms be your shelter
Your hiding place forever
I'll love you more than life

You're wearing a frown
Given up on hope
My heart is reaching out
More then you will ever know
Is your burden too much?
Is it more then you can bear?
I'll help carry the load if you're willing to share

You have had some hard times
Had thorns placed in your side
I know about what you've been going through
tears of pain are falling down
It hurts so bad you're crying out
Your problems won't last forever
Let Me put you back together

GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:10 PM