This world... God never promise a good life after i became a christian.. He didnt say i would experience this life on earth without any pains, heart-aches, tough decisions to make, making decisions that cause the world to condemn you...
recently... problems just start flooding in... it’s only normal to ask why God this, why God that… I know God knows what I’m going thru… I’m also sure He has planned all these things in my life… in recent times I’ve tell myself, God surely has a purpose and something for me to learn within all mess. At times I laugh at my own stupidity, getting myself into such struggles.
How hard is it not to fall for someone? I’m not saying that the particular is really bad… that person is really a nice person, really nice to talk to, kinda understands what u’re going thru… this is what I meant by the world not understanding what I’m feeling and what I’m struggling with…
If u dun really understand why, I cant date a non-Christian… not a lot of people understand this fact…
I love God… I want to love God… I want to always love God… my priorities in life… God first... everything else second… I do not meant to sound godly but this is what I desire… loving God means obeying what He says, doing what He wants you to do… serving the Lord is what I want to do… church will dominate my schedule… worship practices will take over part of weekends… leading and helping the youths will cover some of my free time… if I have to date someone, that special one has to understand my commitment to God…
The world thinks I’m definitely crazy cause I’m letting go a great chance… I also think I’m crazy… I’ve told God my criteria for my partner… my special helper… God knows my concern… He wants every bit of faith I can harness from myself to trust in Him to provide… but I’ll definitely struggle to give Him all…
God does not want the stuffs you can give up… He wants the things that matter most to you… Abraham… all his riches, cattle, lands does not matter to him… but his one and only son is what is important to him… But God wants Isaac back… what did Abraham did…? He didn’t hold back, he trust God to if not bring Isaac back to life, God will provide another heir to keep His own promise made to Abraham… God knows that Abraham treasure God’s friendship more than anything else… and thus God rewarded him richly.
I pray that I have the faith just like those men in the bible, those that see the death rise again... those that stop the sun or even move the sun back… those who had faith that is willingly to give God everything they have cause they know God only wants the best for them…
I realise that God put all these problems and crisis in my life so that I will be able to understand what people are going through… and not only sympathise with them but empathise them too…This world... God never promise a good life after i became a christian.. He didnt say i would experience this life on earth without any pains, heart-aches, tough decisions to make, making decisions that cause the world to condemn you...
recently... problems just start flooding in... it’s only normal to ask why God this, why God that… I know God knows what I’m going thru… I’m also sure He has planned all these things in my life… in recent times I’ve tell myself, God surely has a purpose and something for me to learn within all mess. At times I laugh at my own stupidity, getting myself into such struggles.
How hard is it not to fall for someone? I’m not saying that the particular is really bad… that person is really a nice person, really nice to talk to, kinda understands what u’re going thru… this is what I meant by the world not understanding what I’m feeling and what I’m struggling with…
If u dun really understand why, I cant date a non-Christian… not a lot of people understand this fact…
I love God… I want to love God… I want to always love God… my priorities in life… God first... everything else second… I do not meant to sound godly but this is what I desire… loving God means obeying what He says, doing what He wants you to do… serving the Lord is what I want to do… church will dominate my schedule… worship practices will take over part of weekends… leading and helping the youths will cover some of my free time… if I have to date someone, that special one has to understand my commitment to God…
The world thinks I’m definitely crazy cause I’m letting go a great chance… I also think I’m crazy… I’ve told God my criteria for my partner… my special helper… God knows my concern… He wants every bit of faith I can harness from myself to trust in Him to provide… but I’ll definitely struggle to give Him all…
God does not want the stuffs you can give up… He wants the things that matter most to you… Abraham… all his riches, cattle, lands does not matter to him… but his one and only son is what is important to him… But God wants Isaac back… what did Abraham did…? He didn’t hold back, he trust God to if not bring Isaac back to life, God will provide another heir to keep His own promise made to Abraham… God knows that Abraham treasure God’s friendship more than anything else… and thus God rewarded him richly.
I pray that I have the faith just like those men in the bible, those that see the death rise again... those that stop the sun or even move the sun back… those who had faith that is willingly to give God everything they have cause they know God only wants the best for them…
I realise that God put all these problems and crisis in my life so that I will be able to understand what people are going through… and not only sympathise with them but empathise them too…
problems will always be there... struggles you will always fight... disappointments and rejections you will always received... but God is in all them too.. we just have to open our hearts and ears to hear what He wants to say to us thru all these mess...
God Rox 4eVa~ EvAnGeL yOuTh RoX~
GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:25 PM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
as i dig out stuffs in my cabinets.. i found things that contain memories in them... i found my primary 5 birthday presents.. some open but not touch... some only the box is left.. wooo.. i love keeping packings.. haha... i have the boxes of the stuffs i bought kept in one drawer... hahaha
i saw this huge envelop.. really huge.. some what close to A2 size, maybe a little bigger.. open it up.. it was a birthday card!! my 14th birthday!!
as i recall, i think it was the best birthday i had... it was really a surprise!
i can kinda remember what really happen.. i was just drawn into the prefectorial board as a prefect.. as i was doing my duty, my assistant head came up and say.. "u free after school? we got a meeting at the prefect room."
my birthday is like over.. and not really anybody remembered... haha..
so i went to the prefectorial room and it was like.. only 2 other people inside.. i was like," is there a meeting?"
the two guys inside like stared at me... i stared back..funny sia! hahahaha... then all of a sudden.. the prefects of my batch like pop out.. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!"
taken aback.. i was dumbfounded.. serious... then they gave me this huge card andddd a present.. anddd a small cake which we all share...
in this case.. it isnt the present... it isnt the cake the matter.. is the card that is still kept.. i'll make sure i keep this card as long as i live.. there arent a lot of birthdays that i remember but it's really those that struck u makes u remember them.
no worries..... my birthday is wayyy over.. haha.. it's just the memories that made me write this entry..
I heard a quote that when like this "Christianity without God is just moral integrity, it is just a religion without righteousness, habits without holiness…”
God RoX 4eva~! EvAnGeL youth rOx~!
GoD fOuNd Me
aT 11:56 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
one month wifout a post... u guys must be thinking what on earth is happening to me eh? lol! i'm ok.. just got no movitation to write.. and when the movitation comes i wasnt online.. haha.. but then i realise if i dont write the number of visitors to my blog decreases.. how sad...
*sigh* i lost my bible in school.. must get a new one asap.. =(
is it ever possible to make a stand for your faith... Faith in Jesus Christ.. and not being accused of prejudice?
friendship evangelism... how can you be sure that even with your beliefs and you exercising what Our Father tell us to do ( The Great Commission and Great Commandment ) that the friendship that you build will continue to exist...
for me... looking for the one that God has plan wayyyy ahead for me.. that special one.. persistent prayer and holding on to that faith that God will provide is definitely what's keeping me going and holding upon to His promises..
somehow is like watching a soccer match or a sports game... watching a really lousy team play, you wonder how on earth will they ever pull a goal out..
like me, i have nothing to offer God and to my future partner.. only my life and my heart.. i cant see myself getting someone worthy of myself.. but as long as i keep on pressing.. the goal will come out somewhere... if not these phase of my life then maybe the next...
we all know how hard is it to wait upon the Lord... wait for an answer.. wait for directions in life.. and definitely taking matters into our hands is the easiest way out... at times we just keep waiting and waiting and waiting... not knowing whether will God response... but i can assure you.. God listens to every single prayer.. Psalm 66:18-20
18 If I had cherished sin in my heart, the Lord would not have listened;
19 but God has surely listened and heard my voice in prayer.
20 Praise be to God, who has not rejected my prayer or withheld his love from me!
hope today's entry will touch your life... remember God cares cos He loves you...! He loves you so much that even when we sinned, He wants us back into His embrace... just to show how much He love you, He died on the cross...........
God rox~! EvAnGeL yOuTh RoX~!
GoD fOuNd Me
aT 10:10 PM
Thats Me
ANdReW*
>> i respond to : AnDrEw, dReW, pUfFeR, ZhU Ge
>> 20 yr old guy.. 1.73m tall.. 90kg.. ='(
>> worshipping in EvAnGeL bApTiSt ChUrCh
>> GRAUDATED from SiNgApOrE pOlY
>> came from PrEsByTeRiAn HiGh ScHoOl.. rox!
>> grew up in JiEmIn PrImArY
>> huge soccer frantic
>> loves to ROCK the guitar.. acoustic or electric.. doesnt matter
>> a huggeeee newcastle united fannn!
>> loves purrpllleee
>> totally adore the name CHLOE!! that name rox!
single/ loOkiNgg / maRrieD
WisHliSt >> God's Faithful Servant
>> drive a huMmEr!!!
>> 3 storey mansion at the seaside
>> sErVe GoD iN fUlL-tImE mInIsTrY
>> a great friend to everyone
>> Bassist in my band >> Play in the World Cup!
